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i'm going away and i wont update for about 9 weeks.sorry i'll talk about it latter good bye my friends,

Stress

I break every time the sun sets
I loathe the day my love left
I struggle over the beast within
The potent stench of sin
The alcoholic binge
The stains on your blouse
The encumbrance of a house
The bourbon that kills
The burden of pills
Im so numb to the feel
Life is stress
The crushing in my chest
The lusting for rest...
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Brother Nobody

Americana I am naive and for that I bleed
I elude the old breed
They chase we with M-16s and M-60s
Who I be?
Brother nobody
Free Jesus first than free me
Caution Im choking on my heart disease
Poison pours from the faucet and the wells dry
Jets fly/ bombs dive/ citizens get bye
Children get high/ I dont want to die...
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i gots some new pics check them out.

the daly killers

Were at war
electing greedy men and filthy whores
evil busting from their pours
televisions life of lore
as salvation crumbles to the floor
oh dear lord
we cant take much more
how many drugs can i explore
arsenic laced core
mounds of cocaine
burning with pain
anything to keep sane
media memoirs remain
deep within the stain
look what we became...
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walking through this word alone

the river flows and the dam gives out
there wont be any lost passion now
break of dawn
widows song
starving to hold my head up
hallow back
hallow to the fact
that my dreams come
falling back
to earth
like a phenix
screaming and drowning in ash
each flake one day one laugh
and there wont be any satisfaction...
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Taken


They came for me in the middle of the night
paralyzed I couldnt fight
what gives them the right
needles razors and laser beams
I couldnt hear my own screams
the most horrifying of scenes
pray to God to wake from these dreams
they came for me in the middle of the night
hit with radioactive hot light
I begged for forgiveness in spite...
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so this is what my face looks like.

Silk Worm Holocaust

Pull up a seat to catastrophe
Raging splendor apathy
Sovereignty harassing me
The iniquity men
The most righteous of sin
Im the darkest of night
Gods left hand and the Presidents right
Do you know what abandonments like
The sacrifice of Christ
A father taking his own sons life
A black flash cracks and retracts
Spine and aorta snaps
This is purgatory...
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Blood and Ashes

will we ever make it out of here alive
escape the brooding of the hive
no matter the agony I still strive
buried to my neck in the ashes of yesteryear
as I soak my sins in Everclear
preservation seems never near
Im sorry my dear
Jesus isnt worth one of your tears
or an ounce of my fear
I need something...
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