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Sunday Dec 19, 2004

Dec 19, 2004
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walking through this word alone

the river flows and the dam gives out
there wont be any lost passion now
break of dawn
widows song
starving to hold my head up
hallow back
hallow to the fact
that my dreams come
falling back
to earth
like a phenix
screaming and drowning in ash
each flake one day one laugh
and there wont be any satisfaction
when i crumble to the ground
and there wont be any satisfaction
when your child wont make a sound
quite chilling when no one is around
and i know no man like myself
no one else is to foolish
not to ask for help
so i wake at the cracking of a new age
a new book
yet the same page
getting up is a strange feat to me
plane to see
im lost in the strange heat of things
and im impressed my heart
still has 1983 beats left
please me
pleased to see me bleeding
and the moon remains
smiling unhappy
no reflection
aim for the stars
pain for my scars
so i give in to the knowledge
of myself
to the knowledge that i have no one else

--Z.Silas Herrera

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