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z_x_silas

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Sunday Mar 28, 2004

Mar 28, 2004
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the cure pt. 3 (the aftermath)

oh dear god what have i done
the only man i have ever loved i caused to run
just so i could have a little fun
i cant believe i was so dumb
how am i going to explain this to my son
his daddys got a gun
i better hurry up and get over to Malcolms place
when i arrive i can see the look on Malcolms face
smoke in the air gunpowder i can taste
my mind seems to be misplaced
and my heart seems to race
i see someone in the shadows... Devil is that you
Devil im sorry i never knew...
i mean... i didnt mean to be untrue
i love you too
come home we came live our lives anew
lets leave before the police get here
i can hear the sirens they sound near
if we go now we have nothing to fear
theres no proof youre in the clear
this isnt the time to finish off your alcohol and beer
why are you starring at me like that youre making my eyes tear
no i dont want to look in the mirror
a flash of light and ringing in my ear
blood on the floor my hands smear
i crash down on both hands and one knee
my sins and deeds i can now see
my love and spirit can now flee
Devil i hope one day you can forgive me
but im afraid forgiven ill never be...

the end.
---Z.Silas Herrera

madi:
So intense, I loved it. I love everything you post. "HI" back.
Mar 30, 2004
madi:
If you stop writing poems I'll have nothing stimulating to read.
smile love wink surreal biggrin blush kiss miao!!
Mar 31, 2004

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