z_x_silas

dear Jodi,

dear Jodi can you forgive me
forgive what i did to your family
forgive what i did to your sanity
the night i visited them before new years
im sorry if the papers smeared... i still cry old tears
i know things dont seem so clear
but redemption is so near
without my euphoria i fear
i know ill never again feel whole
and i know you hate me with all your heart and soul
your mind has taken such a great toll
every time i look in the mirror i still become ill
and words dont even describe how terrible i feel
i know your agony ill never quite understand
and if vengeance is what you demand
them i will collapse in your hands
i dont even know what else to write
my words can only add on to your plight
i dont think at the end of this tunnel there is any light
and im truly sorry for taking your familys lives that night
i place vindication to the edge of my temple and pull tight
this is my last and only moment without fright.

Sincerely, Z.Silas Herrera