z_x_silas

I can now add acting to thins I've done in my life. a a friend of mine and myself are making a short film we shot most of it last weekend and we're going to finish shooting this weekend. It titled "Tears of the Tame".

The Whore of Abraham


She wallows in my mental defecation
She swallows my emotional masturbation
And spits from her womb the children of my creation
I sacrifice my empathy for her tasteless elation
The pros and cons of my temptation

We met under a flaming tree
And God said, don't waste your idolatry on me.
We agreed and worshiped her vanity
Shattered all of my...
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Stone throw


I'm tired of these poems
How many times can I cast these stones
How many times can I write about my depression
About my distain for this machine
About my fucking broken heart
My father
My mother
My rage
My pain
Still a slave to my own artistic shame
I'm tired of these poems
How many times can I cast these stones
How...
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Tough guy


Tough guy
Is that just a lie
The fury inside
Or the fear that I hide
My vocabulary consist of harsh declaration
With no consideration
For your softer inclinations
Am I just a beast, a monster
I'm not sure
Once I realized man's not kind
I became a ferocious manipulator of mankind
If that's not a sign of the times
So when push...
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Some kind of devil

What kind of man is this?
Cowering behind a crucifix
The ignorant pugilist
Hes invaded my land
Murdered my sons
What is it that Ive done?
A warless victory hes won
As defenseless victims run
The riot before the desert storm
The quite of the norm
Killing the unborn
Scream until my throat is torn
The media rapist
Herds of the...
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AMATTEROFFACEVALUE

YOU MAY WALLOW IN SELF PITY
WHILE I GLOW IN THE SERENDIPITY
OF SERINE GAS AND TRANQUILITY
TRY TO BE PEACEFUL
BUT I HAVE A PEACE OF MY FACE
FULL OF YOUR DAUGHTERS WAIST
I GIVE HER A KISS AND HER WOMANHOOD
SHE CAN TASTE
LEAVING HER FEELING AWKWARD
USED AND EMPTY
BECAUSE SHE IS
IM HARMFUL IF SWALLOWED
ILL WAKE IN THE THE...
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Today it seems the wines right
Pours from the wrist of a homeless man who is Christ like
This is divine light
Crucified in plain sight
On the cross of corporate Americas hind sight
And we might fight with suits and silk ties
And I might die but thats alright
As long as I get the last bite
Stop before the rope gets too tight...
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Megaton B-Boy 3000 no more

long live the Simian Juggaknot the enemy of mandkind

"Our government has kept us in a perpetual state of fear... with the cry of grave national emergency. Always there has been some terrible evil at home or some monstrous foreign power that was going to gobble us up if we did not blindly rally behind it..."
- Gen. McArtur 1957.


now it seems that the government has found a new enemy to keep in...
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I'm back in my nightmares but I got like 30 CDs when I was home, so it was a good trip.

Happy New Years good bye 2005 you've been a pain in my ass.


I'll be back in the south on monday... fuck.

things are winding down and i have a ton of new music, still in cali still in a daze, still got money to burn.


i'm seeing Blackalicious tonight should be fun.


Mega out