z_x_silas

Without ransom

Caution as I part my lips
And from within the wind erodes
With a thunderous rage
Caution as I clench my fist
And from within boils over
The fruits of my agony
Caution as I close my eyelids
And look within and see the joy
Ever lost in the blood flow
Caution as I waltz with hypnotic
Overtones of sincerity laced with lies...
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the razor

a thousand bullets in a thousand minutes
my voice spits a serrated image
I spoke and my words wouldnt phase her
grabbed my God by the throat and made him kiss the razor
choked on his halo and realized I was in danger
so I prayed this hail mary full of waste
and her alibi's left me with a bitter taste
these Jesus...
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the razor

a thousand bullets in a thousand minuets
my voice spits a serrated image
I spoke and my words wouldnt phase her
grabbed my God by the throat and made him kiss the razor
choked on his halo and realized I was in danger
so I prayed this hail mary full of waste
and her alibi's left me with a bitter taste
these Jesus...
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An addicts plea

As my blood smears the past
Ive wasted too many years on the flask
Ive chased my dreams with codeine
Burned my soul with gasoline
Wash my hands but desire wont come clean
I have nothing left when I cant hide
Smothered by the smell of formaldehyde
Let me go into the unknown
A broken past a broken home
A broken jaw...
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Head shot distortion

I'm a super conglomerate of youths taste/
The constipation of baby shit splattered all over your face/
Who am I/ starvation/ beating the beauty out of your temptation
Causing severe pain in your abdomen/ as I ad-lib my sins/
I'm constantly coveting your childrens prosperity/
Like snarled tooth throat fuel injected into the membrane
Of jackknife ejaculation minus the elation/
Who am...
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i'm back, just for a few days- not that anyone cares

i'm going away and i wont update for about 9 weeks.sorry i'll talk about it latter good bye my friends,

Stress

I break every time the sun sets
I loathe the day my love left
I struggle over the beast within
The potent stench of sin
The alcoholic binge
The stains on your blouse
The encumbrance of a house
The bourbon that kills
The burden of pills
Im so numb to the feel
Life is stress
The crushing in my chest
The lusting for rest...
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Brother Nobody

Americana I am naive and for that I bleed
I elude the old breed
They chase we with M-16s and M-60s
Who I be?
Brother nobody
Free Jesus first than free me
Caution Im choking on my heart disease
Poison pours from the faucet and the wells dry
Jets fly/ bombs dive/ citizens get bye
Children get high/ I dont want to die...
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i gots some new pics check them out.

the daly killers

Were at war
electing greedy men and filthy whores
evil busting from their pours
televisions life of lore
as salvation crumbles to the floor
oh dear lord
we cant take much more
how many drugs can i explore
arsenic laced core
mounds of cocaine
burning with pain
anything to keep sane
media memoirs remain
deep within the stain
look what we became...
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walking through this word alone

the river flows and the dam gives out
there wont be any lost passion now
break of dawn
widows song
starving to hold my head up
hallow back
hallow to the fact
that my dreams come
falling back
to earth
like a phenix
screaming and drowning in ash
each flake one day one laugh
and there wont be any satisfaction...
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