I never recommend letting your friends date each other. I mean, even saying the words "friends are dating" is bad enough.
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Obviously my 2 friends who were dating....finally broke up. (that sounded kind of mean to say) but it happened. & now I'm left with a bad taste in my mouth & a bad mood whenever I would see one of them. Ashley is the one I've known for years...so her moods, personalities & expressions never surprise me...but........*ugh*......Marisa is really making me mad. I'm not trying to bash anyone or push anyone down to the ground...but these "friends from Georgia" that she brought back with her to philly is eating her life. She brought them from a place that had only like 4% sales tax on everything to a place where its tough to get a decent job with no experience. I feel like they're pulling her down & pulling her away from whats really important to her...why she's even here to begin with...her college education. I hate seeing good people get trashed on, but if it takes a really shit blow to the face for you to see something as blunt as this...then let it happen. Clean up your own mess. This is it. I think I'm shutting another person out from my life.
Why do things get so bad when you're trying so hard to do something right for once? People are weird.
I feel like a 50 yr old lady looking for a retirement home. I just want a small & cute apartment with big windows in a nice neighborhood where I can finally bring my plants from home & let them feast on the sunlight here in philadelphia. Is that really SO much to ask? 
On a better note; I finally got my Jan/Feb Alternative Magazine issue! (took like a million years to be sent to me! No joke.) Got it cause one of the coolest people I've got the chance to meet is in it 
& the
Philadelphia Tattoo Arts con is pretty soon! I'm excited for that. I want to look at everything & find out that its ok to stare at other people....& have other people stare back at me...in a positive way 
