yuzi

I've been busy & sooooo not in an awesome mood when it comes to friends & work. (basically with everything) But I manage to get some cocktails on the way of being jobless haha.

Lets start with my laptop that WILL NOT TURN ON AT ALL. It contains all of my work files, class assignments & live jobs. Since I'm in the middle of saving up some $$ for a hard drive for my files safety...my laptop decides to play dead on me. Like the screen just stays blank while the lights & keyboard are active. Does anyone know what that means? Can anyone help me with this situation??? So without a laptop I rarely use the internet...& can barely catch up on emails. Sucksssss when all of your clients contact you via email mostly

I'm also in the process of moving. I need to find a respectable/safe apartment to live in until next march. So right now money is scary. I feel bad that my friends want to take me out but I need to stay in & work on projects & work assignments alone. Then probably just let my brain relax for a minute...maybe

It doesn't seem all that bad when you think about it, but when you really REALLY sit down & list all of the things that you need done...its kind of a big load. I'm cutting too many corners this time. I'm too proud to ask my family for money either. *UGH* frustratioooonnnnnn oooooooo.

*BREATHES*

Everything will eventually settle down

Anyways

Squeak's birthday party at Daydreams is this saturday!!!! Anyone in philadelphia wanna see amazing women dance it up? I doooo! I've been to some tacky live nude bars before...hopefully Daydreams won't disappoint

How do I manage to fit everything in? Jeez. Hopefully everyone else here is doing better.