yummysugah

okay it's about god damn time i'd spit it all out. my life has bocome boring as far as i can see it. nothing does it to me anymore. and i mean, NOTHING.
when i was 17 i made some plans for myself, for the time i'll finish high school. so far i've managed to keep up with almost all of them. but there are...
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i feel good.

so i gave up my lovely little side job as this club promoter.. even though it was real fun for a short amount of time. i rather focus on myself right now.

i've gone platinum blonde again. oh, it feels SO good to be back.

i'm dyeing to get into the studio. i don't know what's up with that..

i'm dyeing (#2)...
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you know those people who are being nice to you with no special reason, but you know they MUST have some mysterious motive? if i were her, i would just ignore me. but she's a smart ass bitch if she's trying to do what i think she's doing..ya know, keep your enemis closer (and because of that i dare to say - threatened?)..the only thing...
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i feel like i'm about to get fired from work. it's one of those feeling you get in your tummy..know wham sayin?
sells has been pretty weak lately, plus, my boss and i aren't getting along so well. at first, when i just started to work at the store i didn't mind facing any sort of behivior from him. he is not a bad guy,...
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oh boi, i had a rough night...
let's just say it involves too many boys and some badass weed..
oh, and of course one good friend to the rescue in a moment of weakness..(fluffly: *hugz*)

so today i went to the gynecologist. oh the joy. and while sitting in the waiting room, i grabbed a magazine, and who i see on the front page?! HIM....
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obsession,
haven't written here about you lately.
that and the fact that i don't get to see you around anymore, doesn't mean that it's all over. oh no, i keep the memory alive, deep in my mind. loads of flashbacks hitting me, and i hate it. i hate hanging on the past, it's so lame. the memory of you touching me when we're all alone,...
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omg. can you fall in love with a movie?!
i think i just did..

"It's good, isn't it?
Grand, isn't it?
Great, isn't it?
Swell, isn't it?
Fun, isn't it?
Nowadays

There's man, everywhere
Jazz, everywhere
Booze, everywhere
Life, everywhere
Joy, everywhere
Nowadays"


p.s
LUCY LIU OwNz Ma A$$

i saw today my dad's family dying doggie, george. man, he looks horrible, it's so sad. he can barely move. he used to be the most playful dawggie. and he fucked all the bitches on the block. now he's just a huge piece of fur with sad eyes. omg, it's awful, i can't stop crying.
people often tend to ask me why i pierce and...
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oh what a lovely day i had.
one of my best friends in the whole world came over. we did some MAJOR shopping, ate lotsa yummy junk food, talked, watched cheesy TV shows..basically, had pure fun. oh yeah.. i SO needed all
that.
plus, i bleached some spots on my short-haired-but-cute little head..

you know what i REALLY hate?!
stupid blue-eyed boys with REALLY cute faces (that surprisingly had a one night stand with me..) that thinks they can control my mind just by calling me and sound sweet.

well sorry to tell you, i'm not like those other girls, i'm not THAT stupid.
and you ain't nothing but a SLUT to me. don't you get it?