yummysugah

i'm sick of this place.
i'm sick of seeing the same group of people all the godamn time.
i'm sick of knowing too many of them.
i'm sick of the fact that nothing ever changes around here.
i'm sick of being hopful when it comes to life.
i'm sick of being faithful when it comes to love.
i'm sick of letting him fuck me the way he does.
i'm sick of always wanting something else than this.
i'm sick of all the so called drugs, that aren't really doing what they should.
i'm sick of listening to all these promises.
i'm sick of already knowing they will all be broken.
i'm sick of this music.
i'm sick of this attitude.
i'm sick of these clothes.
i'm sick of this hair color.
i'm sick of having the same dreams over and over again.
i'm sick of looking at him in the eye and feel i like i missed my chance.
i'm so sick of myself for not willing to change my state of mind.
i'm sick of being alone.
i'm sick of being missunderstood.
i'm sick of taking risks.
i'm sick of laughing at the same jokes.
i'm sick of crying over the same problems.
i'm sick of work.
i'm sick of the web.
i'm sick of the sun.
and i'm SO not through.