so it was a hard night. just as i thought. the only good thing that i can say about it is that i knew it's going to be this way. no suprises for moi. just a big hangover & an acheing heart. i hate him. why the hell is he doing that to me? he is so lame. but that's okay, i've come to understand something last night; i ain't gonna sit back and take shit from anybody, and by saying anybody i mean him. it's all about to change. you've seen me crying cause of him, you've seen me faking smiles and acting like i don't care when i actually did. but no more. i tried everything but doing the right thing for myself. i said i won't be able to really hurt him since i care for him too much. well, that ain't true. he is acting like it's all good. like he doesn't bother. well, i WILL make him bother. it's been too long and last night was too much. be afraid honey bunny, this is war. 
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