i can't stand being close to him. it's too much. so hurtful. he asked to call me, but then he forgot to take the number. it has been alomost 3 years. i don't even wanna know. omg. i how come everytime after i see him i can't stop myself from crying? he still has this g\f of his. again, i just DON'T WANT TO KNOW. it's eating me inside. i'm becoming this SUPER MEGA ULTRA bitch when he's around. i ignor him to make myself feel better. i make out with all these guys he knows in front of him just to make myself feel as if he really gives a fuck.
i had a really good day. but it doesn't matter anymore. i saw him. i'm in total pain. i guess death is the only way out..
i had a really good day. but it doesn't matter anymore. i saw him. i'm in total pain. i guess death is the only way out..
dont say the D word and accosiate it with the B word (boys.hint.hint.)
u'll get over it.
belive me,im the queen of long obssesion with the Bs.
realy.
but someday....u'll wake up one morning and it'll fade like air.
smile