Saturday Feb 07, 2004

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flashback -
it's february 2003.
2AM, i was sitting by the bar. i was about to leave the club.
i came up to him, kiss him goodbye for the last time. 24 hours later he will be unpacking his baggage on the other side of the world.
'will you wait for me?' he asked. 'i know you'll be waiting for me..'
i smiled, nod my head and said 'okay' though it felt kind of silly making such promise to somebody you only wanna fuck.

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4 hours and 30 minutes earlier today -
same place only a year later.
he caught my eye the moment i came in.
it made me so happy seeing him again even though i never really missed him.
i didn't had the guts to come and talk to him.
i know he was looking at me, i could feel his eyes on my body, but i was acting as if i forgot all about him. i was too damn shy.
then his girlfriend or whatever she is to him came in.
i know who she is. she's dumb and ugly.
i saw he was looking at me while he was hugging her.
so i decided i have to talk to him.
i asked him to play me a song.
that's about it.
how fucking stupid is that?!
there were some other things that happened that time as well but i feel they're all useless to mention.
he is fucking beautiful.
and i'm fucking STUPID.


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alhim:
Oh, thats cool, what kind of music do you play? And there are actually lots of mp3s floating around the internet right now, all of them rough live recordings. Where they are at the moment, I dont know, I could ask one of my band members if there is a current site. But I have had several people come up to me saying they have donwloaded our tracks online, so they are probably hosted somehwwere. I am working on a few websites, and one of them will be a site for our band, and when it goes up Im sure we will throw a whole lot of mp3s there. My brother is opening up a recording studio - Studio 635 - and my band will be in the Studio March 16-23 to produce, so Ill post some tracks after that is all done with. Thanks for the interest.
sigma:
Yes, really.

From what I can tell I'm mainly missing a lot of complications and worries.

[Edited on Feb 08, 2004 10:57PM]

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