yummysugah

obsession,
haven't written here about you lately.
that and the fact that i don't get to see you around anymore, doesn't mean that it's all over. oh no, i keep the memory alive, deep in my mind. loads of flashbacks hitting me, and i hate it. i hate hanging on the past, it's so lame. the memory of you touching me when we're all alone,...
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omg. can you fall in love with a movie?!
i think i just did..

"It's good, isn't it?
Grand, isn't it?
Great, isn't it?
Swell, isn't it?
Fun, isn't it?
Nowadays

There's man, everywhere
Jazz, everywhere
Booze, everywhere
Life, everywhere
Joy, everywhere
Nowadays"


p.s
LUCY LIU OwNz Ma A$$

i saw today my dad's family dying doggie, george. man, he looks horrible, it's so sad. he can barely move. he used to be the most playful dawggie. and he fucked all the bitches on the block. now he's just a huge piece of fur with sad eyes. omg, it's awful, i can't stop crying.
people often tend to ask me why i pierce and...
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oh what a lovely day i had.
one of my best friends in the whole world came over. we did some MAJOR shopping, ate lotsa yummy junk food, talked, watched cheesy TV shows..basically, had pure fun. oh yeah.. i SO needed all
that.
plus, i bleached some spots on my short-haired-but-cute little head..

you know what i REALLY hate?!
stupid blue-eyed boys with REALLY cute faces (that surprisingly had a one night stand with me..) that thinks they can control my mind just by calling me and sound sweet.

well sorry to tell you, i'm not like those other girls, i'm not THAT stupid.
and you ain't nothing but a SLUT to me. don't you get it?

today was just a DISGUSTING day.
i had to get up at 6AM cause of some army arrangements after getting only 3 hours of sleep at night. then went straight to work. then, after 7 hours at work i had a huge fight with my folks. didn't get any of my beauty rest plus this dude that my best friend knows committed suicide over a...
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they keep telling me that i should get a grip. such a sweet girl, what a shame.
get yourself together, why aren't you joining the army like all the rest?
well at least do something honest with your life. save your money and go study. find a good man, quit fooling around. if you're living on the edge you'll end up falling on your face....
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HATEFUL

Kill that drummer..
Well i've got a friend who's a man
Who's a man?
The man who keeps me from the lovely, the lovely (lonely?)
He gives me what i need
What you need? What you got?
I need it all so badly

Oohh, anything i want, he gives it to me,
Anything i want, he gives it,
But not for free
It's hateful,...
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*5 things you are wearing*
1. Grey Boxer Shorts.
2. A Pink Tank Top.
3. A Blue Sweatshirt.
4. Orange Panties.
5. White Socks.

*5 things you can see*
1. My Computer Screen.
2. One Of My Eye Glitter Boxes.
3. A Bottle Of Coke.
4. A Bunch of CDs.
5. My Pink Bra.

*5 things you are doing right now*
1. This SILLY Quiz....
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EARTHQUAKE!!!
*YeAhHhH* mama-nature!!!
SHAKE IT LIKE A POLAROID PICTURE!!!!

i'm sorry for not feeling anything.
i tried REAL hard to develop somekind of
emotional system but it's just not there.
no, you know what, it is there, only it's headed to the wrong direction.
i don't care. FUCK YOU. who are you to tell me what real love is?

but it's not even him.
it's the voices inside my head.
he isn't even around...
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