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i have new emo-glasses! D&G babee!!! i'm so stylish..

so i ran into HIM today after my glasses shopping. he's gonna have a new store soon. he said i'm the first to know about it and shit, but he is probably lying.

considering L.S.D, should or shouldn't i..?

i re-consider myself.
i question my life.
i'm changing SO fast, it's amazing.
i feel so good. i'm SCARED to death, but i feel SO damn good about it.
that's all i have to say right now.

me: OMG OMG *jumps on the bed*, a spider, EwWwWw!! kill it! KILL IT!!!
him: no way. first of, it's only a teeny, harmless spider. and second, it's good luck having a spider running around your room. and you know we both need it.

i love him so much. nobody knows me better than he knows me. no one else comes close, nobody ever will.

HAPPY PURIM YA'LL!
so i'm planing of getting at least quarter sleeved by the beginning of next month. happy happy, joy joy.
i feel so pure. i'm not smoking anymore weed. and i'm not really into booze..so..yeah i'm clean..*applause*.


p.s
THE PIKSIS?! like WTF?! what's up with that??! am i being IGNORED?! you know i won't be waiting here forever..just so you'd know..

i'm such a dork. i'm eating tons of yummy junk food and listening to my Blackfield c.d. over & over again. plus, i started writing a new song about this friend of mine while i was half alseep at work. SUCH a dork i tell you.
oh, and 2 days ago, i had this huge fight with this gay (not that i have any problem...
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he has a dirty-blonde curly hair. big blue naughty eyes and TONS of charm. he's simple but so full of life, he's intelligent but prefers keeping his words short and sharp. he is an actor, a singer and most importantly by me - a GREAT poet.
i admire him. it's byond words.
he is my idea of PERFECT.

i miss:
* summer nights.
* the time before my best friend got recruited.
* getting on stage.
* music making.
* getting high.
* falling in love.
* the smell of his cologne.
* tears of joy.
* yuda sleeping over for 3 days.
* pure excitement.




P.S
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pictures are updated!

okay it's about god damn time i'd spit it all out. my life has bocome boring as far as i can see it. nothing does it to me anymore. and i mean, NOTHING.
when i was 17 i made some plans for myself, for the time i'll finish high school. so far i've managed to keep up with almost all of them. but there are...
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i feel good.

so i gave up my lovely little side job as this club promoter.. even though it was real fun for a short amount of time. i rather focus on myself right now.

i've gone platinum blonde again. oh, it feels SO good to be back.

i'm dyeing to get into the studio. i don't know what's up with that..

i'm dyeing (#2)...
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you know those people who are being nice to you with no special reason, but you know they MUST have some mysterious motive? if i were her, i would just ignore me. but she's a smart ass bitch if she's trying to do what i think she's doing..ya know, keep your enemis closer (and because of that i dare to say - threatened?)..the only thing...
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i feel like i'm about to get fired from work. it's one of those feeling you get in your tummy..know wham sayin?
sells has been pretty weak lately, plus, my boss and i aren't getting along so well. at first, when i just started to work at the store i didn't mind facing any sort of behivior from him. he is not a bad guy,...
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oh boi, i had a rough night...
let's just say it involves too many boys and some badass weed..
oh, and of course one good friend to the rescue in a moment of weakness..(fluffly: *hugz*)

so today i went to the gynecologist. oh the joy. and while sitting in the waiting room, i grabbed a magazine, and who i see on the front page?! HIM....
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