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New Year


"So this is the new year... but I don't feel any different."

Actually I do. I feel a little more grown up. In a good way though. Not like I have to go to bed early and pay any more bills or anything.

In a good way. I am more confident of my ability to see people for what they are worth. I am more confident in my ability to be strong when needed. I am fiscally responsable (visa said so). I know how to cook pad thai. I have a 35 undead warrior (oops, not grown up). I am getting so much better at seeing the brighter side of life (thank you Diane for our talk the other week, was very very awesome!!). I still indulge in petty shit no and then but not nearly as much haha.

We are sprouting our own mung beans, how grown up is that?

My family and my true friends have been so good to me this year, I never feel like I acknowledge them enough. I try but... It's hard to truly tell people what they mean to you. Then again, with true friends you don't really need to. They know, just as you know when someone really values you. It's all good.

Anyway, I am turning 25 on the 24rth of Jan, I am going to graduate this year (June 15th), get married to my best friend and amazing lover (June 23rd), have an awesome, amazing and fantastic reception (June 30th, send me your address for an invite), hopefully visit family in arizona and go to mexico, and then sept 3rd we fly into Italy and leave Ireland Oct 26th. Then who knows where I will be and what I will be doing! Gah, so wonderful.

I just want to send a shout out to you all on my friends list who read this. I don't post messages as often as I should let alone call or write, but that doesn't mean I don't think of you everyday and hope that you are all happy and healthy.

Cheers to all of you that give me the love I need in this life. It is all I need in this life.

Thank you, Joy