Warning! Whining ahead!
I am havig a depressing weekend. I think I will choose to blame it on hormones or something.
I tried to make plans this weekend after friends in my class expressed interest in hanging out and doing something. Everyone but one person totally ditched out without even calling.
That and my little bro is in town and uninterested in doing anything I planned that would involve actually hanging out. He's shown no interest in anything but my bf's computer the entire time he has been here. It hurts my feelers.
That and I drank too much last night and ended up crying. I fucking hate when I do that. Bla. I feel like the biggest freakin idiot.
That and I have a shit ton of stuff to do to get ready for finals and have zero motivation to work on anthing. I feel so down about everything right now.
School feels lame, my "friends" here are all flakes or have their own lives (whatever, right
) and my true friends are all so far away and I miss them terribly.
I feel so freakin lonely in this place. I don't know what it is here but things tend to suck eggs periodically. I miss eugene and being close to portland, people that love me live there.
I need more love here. Where is the love? Apparantly not at the bottom of 6 black and tans.
I am havig a depressing weekend. I think I will choose to blame it on hormones or something.
I tried to make plans this weekend after friends in my class expressed interest in hanging out and doing something. Everyone but one person totally ditched out without even calling.
That and my little bro is in town and uninterested in doing anything I planned that would involve actually hanging out. He's shown no interest in anything but my bf's computer the entire time he has been here. It hurts my feelers.
That and I drank too much last night and ended up crying. I fucking hate when I do that. Bla. I feel like the biggest freakin idiot.
That and I have a shit ton of stuff to do to get ready for finals and have zero motivation to work on anthing. I feel so down about everything right now.
School feels lame, my "friends" here are all flakes or have their own lives (whatever, right
) and my true friends are all so far away and I miss them terribly.
I feel so freakin lonely in this place. I don't know what it is here but things tend to suck eggs periodically. I miss eugene and being close to portland, people that love me live there.
I need more love here. Where is the love? Apparantly not at the bottom of 6 black and tans.
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I know EXACTLY how you feel! Go ahead and cry! Being the "new girl" in town sucks because no matter how long you're there, you're always the new girl. My solution is to find my own cool things to do and stick with them. It's hard sometimes but hang in there!