youthdecayed

I am realizing how big of a loser i am more and more. But i really could care less. Which is the frightening thing. College sucks. My band is great fun, when we play, which is never, and well, i have no friends because they're away at school.

Which brings me here. SG. Its great so far. (2 days and counting.... ) But i think i need to get out and away from the computer.

OK> this may be cliche, but i'm going to include lyrics in my journals (mine mainly, but occasionally others). so here goes.....

Food of the Gods (by Youth Decay)

As clouds turn blood red, the sun sets on me.
Casting no shadows, I walk un-named
The tables have turned, I once was young,
You made me stronger, Ive outgrown my age

FORWARD!!

As time still erodes, the marks remain
The hate carved deeper, yet still un-named
Your fate has stunned you, the ruts the same
Dont try to say youve, outgrown your age

FORWARD!!

The rivers still running, It cleans the wounds
You fill it with waste, but it flows the same
Im here un-named, I flow the same
You came to break me, Im still unchanged

FORWARD!!


goodnight.