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So... Ukranian siren girl went to Ukraine 3 weeks ago to visit family and friends for 2 weeks... shitload of things happened there, sad things... came back last week... two nights ago we go out, everything is flying colors, great time right, listen to her story, be there for her, etc... then to her place, escort to the door, good night kiss, cute, corny, emotional in a fucking high school anime style, ok?....

Q: What sucks about that?
A: She drop the bomb info... she is moving back to Ukraine in a couple of weeks... things are just starting to pick up between us, but we are already good friends (as in friendship, for real) and yeah, i've been attracted to her since day one, and had no hesitation in saying so...

Right now i need to focus on studying, have the psychometric test next week, probably the most important thing career-wise for me right now and have been studying and busting my mind for that... so basically i have the right mind to study, and complete it, but at the same time i kinda feel like shit over loosing a potential great relationship and more important a good friend and cannot focus right now...

argh... not going to elaborate anymore... maybe later i'll edit this or do another post...


ok.... just to add....


I'm not hurt to that extent... but i've been hearing that song, actually the entire album, almost all day long for the past days... except for the awesome moments we are having together... this is going to suck ass... airport ride and everything in less than 2 weeks....