DO U STAY WITH A PERSON BECAUSE YOUR KIDS ARE HAPPY AND THAT PERSON IS GREAT FOR THEM BUT IS BAD FOR U?.....OR DO U DECIDE TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR KIDS TO A DIFRENT LIFE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON YOU ARE WITH TRULEY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY....THE PERSON HAS HAD CHANCE AFTER CHANCE TO DECIDE TO DO BETTER BY U....HOW MANY CHANCES DO YOU GIVE A PERSON TO DO THE RIGHT THING? WHY DO I FEEL LIKE ITS MY FAULT THAT I HAVE BEEN TREATED THIS WAY? WHY IS IT THAT MEN CANT SHOW THERE TRUE COLORS FROM THE START ? WHY IS IT THAT MY CHILDREN LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH ? WHAT IS IT THAT I DO TO MAKE ME HAPPY ? I AM TIRED OF PUTTING EVERYONE IN MY LIFE BEFORE ME I DO IT FOR MY CHILDREN BECAUSE THATS WHAT A GOOD MOM DOES..BUT .. WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BREATH WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO NOT FEEL SO TRAPED ? WHEN CAN I DO SOMETHING FOR MYSELF ?