saw a listing for deviant nation on craigslist. maybe i could offer my photography/editing services. Dropped of my car to get the a/c fan and engine fan replaced so the poor thing will stop shaking, quaking so hard it'll fall right off the mounts...oh where does the money go.
Midwinter wind is a welcome, forceful wipe across my sigh-weighed brow. Where it will take my...
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Midwinter wind is a welcome, forceful wipe across my sigh-weighed brow. Where it will take my...
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shot 35mm anamorphic today for class. this is a rare thing for me, going to a public school n' all...so I'm quite giddy about it. I'm sure lots of y'all have the experience of loading or shooting with a 150 lb panavision camera that was probably used to shoot all kinds of technicolor or dye-transfer extravaganzas...here in the public institution, we pride ourselves on antiquated...
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mynameisandy:
i like to drink in the shower but smoking in the shower is hardcore. good luck on the bold move, they are always the hardest.
wow, you have a great (or at least similar) taste in music.
wow, you have a great (or at least similar) taste in music.
3rdeye:
wow. did you have to do a dermal punch for that? or do they have piercing needles that big? big ups. that must've been painful. how did they heal?
Longish day. Woke up at 6, wen to set. Boom operated for four hours then drove home, got on the bus, went to work (don't have parking at work), rode the bus home, got in my car and drove back to set to finish boom operating. It was fun, yet a bit tiresome.
I'm feeling quite confused though. Ridiculously confused, in fact.
I'm feeling quite confused though. Ridiculously confused, in fact.
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jjay:
yeah...I dig def jux too. Coachella is pretty steep...I was thinking about going but it all depends on how I'm doin financially. What about you, are you going to go?
ikilledpinky:
boom, uhhhh boom. call me a bitch but i have to refuse boom jobs. im camera not sound, dont ask me that.
I'm drunk, I've got to wake up in 4 hours to grip a shoot---but I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I can't even begin to say how that could be, but I'm excited.
I'm happy.
I can't even begin to say how that could be, but I'm excited.
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jjay:
I am feeling pretty good, thanks for asking 
that picture makes me look like I'm in great pain but the truth is it looks alot worse than it felt.
that picture makes me look like I'm in great pain but the truth is it looks alot worse than it felt.
cords:
i would hope that we could that coffee event off the ground still... even if it is just you and i.
I took a bath today. With japanese-type bath salts that milk up the water. I laid there for a good half hour. Ahh.
When I visit my mother, and after she goes to bed and I'm heading home, I'll often stop by this little venue about 15 minutes from her place...out in, what seems like nowhere to most people. I see lots of kids at...
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When I visit my mother, and after she goes to bed and I'm heading home, I'll often stop by this little venue about 15 minutes from her place...out in, what seems like nowhere to most people. I see lots of kids at...
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jjay:
hahaaaa.....I think the same thing. I was such a loner in those days. Still am in many respects.
It's ok we are cool now....I think.
It's ok we are cool now....I think.
What's your favorite Indian dish?
Mine's Gobi Aloo, however you spell it--it's cauliflower and potato. Mmm.
Mine's Gobi Aloo, however you spell it--it's cauliflower and potato. Mmm.
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indie:
yummy potatos... I don't know what is my favorite dish. I probably don't know how to say it let alone write it.
jjay:
2nd wind at 6am....mine usually kick in about 3 and last untill about 5-6am
wow that was some really useless informaton about myself........
wow that was some really useless informaton about myself........
I want you.
I woke up and one of us was crying.
You said "Young man,
I do believe you're dying."
...
It scares you witless
but in time you see things clear and stark...
...
I want you
I'm afraid I won't know where to stop
I want you
I'm not ashamed to say I cried for you...
I want to hear he pleases...
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I woke up and one of us was crying.
You said "Young man,
I do believe you're dying."
...
It scares you witless
but in time you see things clear and stark...
...
I want you
I'm afraid I won't know where to stop
I want you
I'm not ashamed to say I cried for you...
I want to hear he pleases...
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Come home. Search desperately for a cigarette without spilling full pint. Sing "Please Send Someone To Love" while sitting face-up on the patio. Sit in front of upstairs screen door listening to the watched television downstairs.
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jjay:
your story made me sad, I hope you have good drinking stories too.
Wow you went to Japan. What was it for? How was it? Any tips for someone who hopes to be able to go someday?
I like your way with words.
Wow you went to Japan. What was it for? How was it? Any tips for someone who hopes to be able to go someday?
I like your way with words.
jjay:
thanks for the tips.....
how much did the trip cost you if you don't mind me asking?
how much did the trip cost you if you don't mind me asking?
The article I'm writing stopped for a weekend of pay work and warm conversations with friends. That's an allowed concession.
More deep fried tofu and tomorrow beer battered mushrooms.
Bitter peel loitering under my tongue,
seasoning every sour breath
spoken in words.
More deep fried tofu and tomorrow beer battered mushrooms.
Bitter peel loitering under my tongue,
seasoning every sour breath
spoken in words.
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boxterjulep:
bitter peel, but sweet words.
jjay:
new photo ehhh?
I like it.
Where is it at?
I like it.
Where is it at?
I have work in six hours. That means I have to get up in a little less than five. I'm not worried or upset though. Just an observation of time.
I'm trying to write an article about my "closeted closet" and gender presentation. it's really digging into things I'm not yet ready to discuss but I'm trying really hard to start facing. Mmm.
Today's hand...
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I'm trying to write an article about my "closeted closet" and gender presentation. it's really digging into things I'm not yet ready to discuss but I'm trying really hard to start facing. Mmm.
Today's hand...
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boxterjulep:
yeah i love the voice. if he was a she, she'd definitely top my list a notch above jennifer herrema. nina simone, she ain't, but i dig it.
jjay:
the end of us all I think or at least the ones that care anyway.
How did the article go?
How did the article go?
Shoulder muscles tied in sailor's knots.
I miss my old roommate because I'm actually in love with her. Straight girls are the ones that get me, that hook me without knowing, drag me along.
Hands smell like cigarettes and channa masala.
Flexeril is a strange medicine. I don't think it really relaxes my muscles. It dizzies nad calms me until I don't remember that my...
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I miss my old roommate because I'm actually in love with her. Straight girls are the ones that get me, that hook me without knowing, drag me along.
Hands smell like cigarettes and channa masala.
Flexeril is a strange medicine. I don't think it really relaxes my muscles. It dizzies nad calms me until I don't remember that my...
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jjay:
I agree with the above comment. I've been feelin mighty good on vicodine this week. Who knew getting hurt could be so much fun!?
Damn straight girls!
What power they have....
Damn straight girls!
What power they have....
boxterjulep:
cigarettes and channaa masala, nice combo.
hey, you have a good eye. that picture was in front of a 7 story disk union store in Shinjuku. Yeah, I miss japan too.
hey, you have a good eye. that picture was in front of a 7 story disk union store in Shinjuku. Yeah, I miss japan too.
I am a patient [girl], I wait I wait I wait I wait.
Assembly done. Makes me want to cry. Not because it's beautiful, but because it's slightly disappointing. I feel nothing but annoyance when I watch it.
And even though I ought to be fixing that, or logging my takes...I prefer to sit here, deny myself the right to purge my piss. Wait for...
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Assembly done. Makes me want to cry. Not because it's beautiful, but because it's slightly disappointing. I feel nothing but annoyance when I watch it.
And even though I ought to be fixing that, or logging my takes...I prefer to sit here, deny myself the right to purge my piss. Wait for...
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melissa2:
I was felt up by a business man in Paris on the Metro during rush hour aka packed subway time. I paralyzed, but I should have cussed him out in French (High school French class would have at least paid off)......
boxterjulep:
i was also riding the MUNI one day looking down at my feet when there was a sound of something hitting the floor and sliding across it. it was a gun and it slid right up against my shoe. then this kid, probably like 10 runs up and picks it up, and apologizes, and gets off at the next stop.
actually I'm beggining to hate it most of the time.
i like your words.