well, it's not fair, it's not even close.
you tied me down,
where i'm forced to watch as you poke holes in every part of me
containing something secretly.
something sacred to me.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.
it's not fair, it's not even close.
you fed me the sun,
burned me up inside and watched me choke on everything we did.
on everything we lived.
let's see if i can live again.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.
head like an empty, sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.
like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.
head like an empty sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.
like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.
i'm bad luck, can't fuck got no reflection today.
maybe i'll stay down next time i get hit by a train.
by a train
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
you tied me down,
where i'm forced to watch as you poke holes in every part of me
containing something secretly.
something sacred to me.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.
it's not fair, it's not even close.
you fed me the sun,
burned me up inside and watched me choke on everything we did.
on everything we lived.
let's see if i can live again.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.
head like an empty, sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.
like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.
head like an empty sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.
like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.
i'm bad luck, can't fuck got no reflection today.
maybe i'll stay down next time i get hit by a train.
by a train
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
santana13:
welp my life has not been the greatest going through a separation and hopefully will be divorced soon but the new year will hopefully be a better one. I'm here when ever you need a person to talk to 
santana13:
sorry don't aim but we were together for 4 years and he stopped loving he claims he didn't but one knows when things change the little things not the big things that don't matter i decided after Halloween when his friends showed me so much attention that he did not and it bugged me so it's been over since i have just wondering around trying to enjoy life as much as i can i have made a really good friend and drinking always helps 
and i have realized that shit hits the fan but better things come along........I am still waiting..................................... 
and i have realized that shit hits the fan but better things come along........I am still waiting.....................................