yourdead

i think my girlfriend just left me... wow this fucking sucks. she said that she is just not happy anymore. i dont make her happy. this came way out of left field. we were having issues lately but i just thought she was stressed. it turns out that i was wrong. im going to see her today and talk to her. i really dont want to lose her. wow this hurts. im really hoping i can get a second chance but i dont know. i have no clue what to do. who do i always fuck everything up. why cant i just let myself be happy with anyone. i always have to ruin it and fuck it up. i feel sick. FUCK