yourdaddy

Wow, had to get that picture off of my page.

Not a real good weekend...really depressed,
I am soooo in love with this girl but she actually said that she loves and cares for me too much to get involved with me. That I am too good of a friend and that she would chew me up and somewhere down the line spit me out.

I told her that I knew that she loved me but I am IN LOVE with her and she said that she was in love with me also. I said that she was full of shit because if she was in love with me as I am with her then nothing else matters but the one you are in love with.

The problem I have is that all I do is thank about her. I even had a girl blowing me once and I had to think about Erin just to get it up for...whoever it was blowing me.

How do you go out and find someone that will do you right when your hooked on someone that just "likes" you. I would play the friend card but it is so hard, she wont go anywhere with me so that we can spend time together.

Well, to change the subject. I am heading to Glendale, CA in the morning. Business trip to the main office for the week. I have to take a company van down there and then they will fly me back.

I don't suppose anyone is looking for a ride to L.A. I am leaving around 6 am.

Didn't think so...hehe

I hope I have a way to get on the net during the week. I will be taking my laptop but I don't have a dial up account to get on with. We'll see.

Everyone have fun while i'm gone.

I'll check back on here tonight but...see ya.