i reaLLy Like this girL, and i want to give her a vaLentine, but i'm afraid of teLLing her how i feeL and jeopardizing the friendship. She is someone i can really talk to, one who just makes me happy without trying. Although i want more, i'd rather be her friend than scare her away by trying to be romantic. Also, she just got out of a Long term thing, and I don't wanna be the "transitional guy"... i'm gonna see her tonight. who will win: the shy Lamar, or LLL...?

that is a hard situation
friendship or possibly risking it
thanks for the birthday wishes.
i am doing nothing today!!!
sitting around watching prisoner cell block h
and watching a movie called
midsommar
a danish movie that takes place in sweden.
we will see.
take care and good luck and many hugs.