However this is timing at it's best. If I survive that is. I am starting to work out with a trainer. Albeit the trainer is a very good friend who is newly certified but a long time skater who knows hard work and pain. I am just getting back now and it's a good exhausting. No real aches yet but those come in the next few days. To be honest this is my third session and starting to really make me think of the things I want. Like to not have this fucking guy anymore. I have never been really able to contribute to the Weight Loss group. I have however lost about 25 pounds over the last few years. Then in the current state of my body lost and gained 5 or so here and there.

I like me the drinking and rabble rousing. I have lived a few cowboy songs in my day even though I reside in the metropolis. So new beginnings? We'll see. I am determined to at least work as hard as my friends who of course mostly consist of skaters. They bust their asses so why shouldn't I. They are the ones who are currently dragging my sorry ass during these session.

There you have it.

Oh and to take more and more sexy/naughty/dirty pictures. I have had a few sessions with a few friends and we are having a hell of time getting things heated up in the camera. Both sessions have been self esteem builders. For real. Two very attractive ladies who have been beat down about their beauty, sexual appeal and other shit guys like to fuck with. All and all in the end we did good things. Surprises abound and a new outlook on themselves. That's a really cool thing and I am grateful.