yetty

so busy doesn't even begin to explain my life rite now. So a little bit of a back story i dropped out of high school and was not a good student at all, i got made fun of a lot and was always threatened by people. I grew up in kind of a snooty town and definently did not fit into the mold. I have mellowed myself down a bit but when i was in high school i was outrageous. I i finally went back to high-school after a year off, and made my mother move so i would attend high-school with my best friend. I did better in that school, i graduated at least.
So anyways i went to community college for one year and dropped out, then after a year of working my ass off for nothing decided i give it another go and really work at it, since i knew what i wanted to do or the rest of my life, and it includes a good amount of schooling. So i went from having a 2.0 to a 3.8, and got accepted to C.S.U in colorado and i was pumped. Well it is my first week there and i'm realizing i'm not in kansas anymore!!
The campus is huge, and the classes are triple the size of what i'm used to, its my third day and i have papers, tests, and other assignments due. I have gotten lost, and they have people all over campus handing out pamphlets and its a free speech area so people chanting about god, and the devil i feel like i'm in the city.. very over whelming.
When i get home i feel bad for eating or making myself food because i need to get my homework done early since i have a busy weekend!! its horrible but i hope it pays off in the end, and me being in huge debt is worth it, because working with elephants is the most important thing to me rite now, and the stress, lack of food and social life is so worth it to me rite now..
Well thats my life rite now, i also am volunteering at the zoo once a week and am super stoked about it,