yetty

soo.. i decided i would let you in in the life of kaije!! I have not done a blog truly about myself yet just blogging about life's problems usually. so here it goes..
My favorite things are things that do not fit, I like putting a square in a circle whole.
Although i tell people i do not care what they think i actually do, which is blatantly obvious when I put make up every day and do my hair before i leave the house.
I am quite a loner, and hate it. All I want is to hang out with people but when i do, after about a couple hours I just would rather cuddle up on the couch and spoon with my cat.
I get way to attached to one person all the time, I have never had a lot of friends that i hung out with just a bunch of acquaintances and one person that i clung to way to much.
I wish I could take more pictures of myself and put them up here but my self esteem is not that high.
My favorite blogs on this site are picture blogs, but when i do it i feel conceded.
I never feel god enough to accomplish anything once something gets rough i abruptly quite and make myself feel like ive been feeling that way for a while and rationalize it.
I am very spontaneous, when i do plan things i will talk my way out of things saying "i have to much to loose"
But I am trying to change that I am looking for schools other then massachusetts and am going to go through with it even though the process is hard, moving to another state with a boyfriend and going to a brand new school, taking time off work to go visit and finding an apartment when it is so far away, I do not have parents to come back and stay with if i go and visit, it is a lot harder for me to travel places, since I have to pay bills and a week off of work in detrimental.
Well that was support to explain me and kind of came out depressing I am sorry!!

that is the love of my life!!