yetty

so.. sorry i haven't updated or a little bit. I have been super busy with work and stuff.. so sunday is my 21st Birthday!! I don't know whether to be excited or scared. On my 18th birthday i cried like a baby for a few hours of the thought that i'm a legal adult. But now that its the big 21! I feel even worse, like i don't have anything to look forward to anymore. When you are a kid you cant wait to be older and respected. But when you reach that goal all you want is to climb in a time machine and be a kid again. I know it sounds cliche but its how i feel lol.. But I am having an awesome party at Fridays! lol.. since i am moving into a new house on sunday as well. we don't own any furniture so it will be weird to have a party there. Not to mention my step dad is up at 4:00 am to go to work everyday. I don't think he'd be very pumped with a bunch of drunk kids in the house lol.. well tata for now. and I promise to have lots of picks of the shindig!