so.. it is hard for me to write something positive.I hate bitching via internet but I cant help it.. The living situation im in literally drives me to tears every night. Yesterday it got to the point where my bf and I had to leave and do random stuff all day and didn't come home until 3:00 and even then didn't want o be here.
We are living with his mom and sister, both of which are equally crazy and don't know how to communicate. We are forced to live in a shoe box sized room together while his sister(25) get free rein of the whole basement. Now I understand if she pays it is fare but she does not and she is the soul provider of all the mess in the house. She also is bipolar and likes to beat the shit out of people like it fixes all of her problems, so i have to constantly walk on egg shells all the time.
His mom wants us to pay for everything.. when we ask if his sister is she says "she doesn't have to" but she makes way more money then us! she waits for my bf to leave then pounces on me with things like you need to do this and this.. even though honestly i sit in my room all day trapped, go to work, and constantly clean the house. When we confront her about it or even try to talk about it she says i don't want to hear it. She acts like were trying to insult her daughter but were just saying its not fare.
I have no place to go but here my mom lives across the country and i work for a non profit organization so you can guess the money i don't make!! lol.. my friends all suck and say i can stay there even for just like 3 nights for a little breathing room but then pull out at the last moment.. i don't know im trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel.. but all i see is dizzying darkness until it completely consumes me and i wake up gasping for breath!..
We are living with his mom and sister, both of which are equally crazy and don't know how to communicate. We are forced to live in a shoe box sized room together while his sister(25) get free rein of the whole basement. Now I understand if she pays it is fare but she does not and she is the soul provider of all the mess in the house. She also is bipolar and likes to beat the shit out of people like it fixes all of her problems, so i have to constantly walk on egg shells all the time.
His mom wants us to pay for everything.. when we ask if his sister is she says "she doesn't have to" but she makes way more money then us! she waits for my bf to leave then pounces on me with things like you need to do this and this.. even though honestly i sit in my room all day trapped, go to work, and constantly clean the house. When we confront her about it or even try to talk about it she says i don't want to hear it. She acts like were trying to insult her daughter but were just saying its not fare.
I have no place to go but here my mom lives across the country and i work for a non profit organization so you can guess the money i don't make!! lol.. my friends all suck and say i can stay there even for just like 3 nights for a little breathing room but then pull out at the last moment.. i don't know im trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel.. but all i see is dizzying darkness until it completely consumes me and i wake up gasping for breath!..
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i have to check and see if i'm working on the 21st, but if not we could always shoot.