well the past few months have totally sucked. i am now in full realization that i am fully in love with the girl i broke up with. and now she's with another guy. which makes things much more complicated. she seems happy but i am in the worst times of my life. the hottest girls i see now are all just garbage throw away women in comparison to her. we just recently started talking again and it's good. but at the same time more depressing. i am sure that this one is the one love of my life. i find myself crying at times when i thought nothing could phase me at all. 