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I'm back in the San Jose. Can I say UGH! to the EXTREME!!!!!!!!
This town is haunted for me. Places I used to go with him, retarded things I used to do for him.......and my ipod keeps playing certain sex songs.......and then every time I go to the theater or hang out with people that know him I get really scared that he might be there......UGH!!!! So not zen. Plus with my mom nagging me about my weight and my piercings......I definately understand why I went crazy here.
I really love Davis. It's allowing me to be a person free of everything that used to be. Everyone deserves a chance to start over, right?
I hung out with Rex and watched movies the other day. It was very nice. His presence intimidated those who might've said something shitty to me.
As for that bitch tearing tickets that was being a total....bitch? I might have to beat her up. Like seriosuly, middle school style. She's making this big deal out of the fact that we're both invited to this party on wednesday. She's dating a kinda ex boyfriend of mine which I guess makes her jealous. That or she's butting her head in where it doesn't fucking belong. In any case, if she tries to say shit to me, I will knock her out. And yell really loud. It might actually be theraputic. I've really wanted to kick someone's ass in all of this nonsense.