Saturday Jan 30, 2010

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you know what i hate? being lied to, right to my face.
i hate it.
people mistake kindness for weakness, but he knows better than that by now.
he just doesnt know how not to lie.
mad

Friday Jan 29, 2010

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so i have an uber big hate on for work lately. no one has pissed me off overly, no more than usual, and work hasnt been nutty, just dont feel like workin. luckily i have the weekend off. unluckily i have to go over to my ex's to ok the place for loki to go visit there. but there is a plus side to this,...
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Monday Jan 25, 2010

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so tomorrow starts the official dawn of the new schedule, for me, ive been working loki into his for about a week. he seems settled, doesnt mind naps again, so its all good to go. now to just get me to have some will power and force myself to sleep early evey night. before midnight. yup there it goes. it must be done. i will...
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hawt_chocolate:
Thank you. I've been having trouble sleeping also, but recently got on some meds to help me get my eight hours. I was goin crazy for a while there, sleep deprivation is fucked. you feel fine, but you mind is unbalanced and I didn't even realize I needed help until I actually when britney spears bat shit crazy for a while. I like your confidence and how productive you're being! thats awesome, but also realize there will always be more work and things to do, it never ends. Take time for yourself, for your own body and mind. Take care
hawt_chocolate:
Well, shiiit I'm preachin to the choir. Color me jealous.

Saturday Jan 23, 2010

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today work was weird. in a lot of different ways.
first work part was weird. like the actual flow of things. it was really slow this morning and then really busy all afternoon, and most of the evening and then slowed down a couple hours before i left, but that isnt unusual for a saturday in my ER. it just didnt flow well. neither of...
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Thursday Jan 21, 2010

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so i was looking online today at courses i can take with distance learning and im getting pretty pumped. i cant wait to start my courses so i can feel like im building towards my goals. i want so much to be ready to go to school when loki is ready for school, and that is in a year and 9 months. i gotta get...
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hawt_chocolate:
Thanks for sharing that with me. I'm sure it'll get better with time. My cat's name is Ping, aka Pinger, aka, The Pingalator. She loves it when we play Ping Pong in the basement and will take our balls in her mouth and do what she will with them. Ooo that sounded sexual! Pussy is pussy, as they say. We should've named her Teabag!
hawt_chocolate:
I'm sorry to hear that. I've had friends stab me in the back, talk shit when I'm not around. I don't wish any ill-will toward them. I was a different person back then, I let people walk all over me. Not anymore. Nowadays I don't feel like holding grudges. Everyone's got an asshole.

Sunday Jan 17, 2010

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i sure dont feel like going to work tomorrow morning.
LAMENESS.

Saturday Jan 16, 2010

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so i got home last night from my holidays. while we were gone we hired someone to renovate our bathroom, it isnt quite done but so far looks amazing. down side? all the damn dry wall dust everywhere. if we had know it would have COVERED the entire upstairs we would have at least put plastic up in the door ways to block off our...
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Wednesday Jan 13, 2010

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i am having such a lovely time in ontario with all my family. but i will be glad to come home and get back to some normalcy. lokis schedule is all screwed up wich is anoying cuz i just had it set for about a month, wich was the longest run yet. although once i do get home i will prolly change things up a...
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Thursday Jan 07, 2010

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so im in the city right now. in the most comfortable bed in the entire world. my sex buddy is in his work out room on his row machine. it sounds intense. i got a new tattoo on my neck last night. for free biggrin i leave to toronto tomorrow morning. im gona hang out with my friend all afternoon.
i am such a happy girl....
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uproot:
toronto wooooooo

Sunday Jan 03, 2010

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im starting a work out regeim, and not because its new years. because even though i have this rediculously hot man that says im the best sex he has ever had and that he cant resist me, i still cant stand my body. i am out of shape, i even am a litttle outta breathe going up 4 flights of stairs. i want to be...
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