yellowdays

so i dont understand women who say they enjoy pregnancy. ive been really sick, better yesterday then sick again today. i think its the heat because i felt better at my mothers, came home and instantly felt like shit again in this stupid hot appartment. thank god im moving this week.

so today is the second day in a row i had to call in sick. i can not sleep at night im lucky to get an hour total.so i went to the doctors and got some ideas of what to take( no perscriptions just over the counter stuff that wont harm my baby)but yah, my bosses love me so much they called me today and...
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is it ever hot, FUCK! i was going to buy a fan today cuz i heard yesterday that it was going to be so freaking hot, but then i was sick this morning and couldnt go to work cuz the baby was mad at me for getting so worked up last night about not getting that job. blarg. but i had a really good long...
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so finally got the call. someone with more qualifications got the job, wich is what i thought would happen. i didnt really want that much a month anyway. i didnt want an awesome challenging job where i help people instead of kill them and the environment all day and night. urg u havent been upset for 3 months, its frustrating because i am all the...
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so finally i get a bad day. i hope anyone who is constantly sick of hearing how wonderful im doing will enjoy this entry. i still havent heard from the hospital and therefore have concluded that i obviously didnt get the job. i shouldnt have fgured out how much id be making a month, now im so heartbroken. it would have helped me so much,...
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so the long tidious move has started. boxes from work and rooms being cleaned out. soon the pets willbe dispersed to their new homes, two for only 4 months and one for a year or so. as the days go by i feel more and more guilty for seperating them. i hate moving, and its more frustrating because we will again be moving in 4...
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so sitting in the doctors office today this lady came in with her 2-5 day old son. he was so cute, fast asleep, legs and arms still all curled to his body and i started to think about how my boy always puts me fisrt before him and what he wants and how lucky i am and i started to tear up. then i stopped...
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so last thrusday was my 23rd baday. i didnt really do much that day. after work i went to inez and eddies with my boy. we had bps and watched grandma's boy. it was good. the nest night we went to the Y and had a fawking blast. nathan met us up there wich is always a good time. i danced all night till my...
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so i started my new job at mikes moms store, i told her it was too bad she didnt need me full time so i could quit my current job(no calls back from the hospital, humph) and then i laughed and told her she prolly wouldnt pay me as much as fas gas to sit around and make decritive ballon weights all day anyhow. i...
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so after three years i decieded to go to the midway because my bf's mom was shaving her head for cancer and so were a couple of friends. then mikes sister wanted to spend all day down there and then we sat and ate pizza all evening chatting with his mom and sister(the one he gets along with less ) im fairly astonished that the...
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