i have decieded to go back to fas gas in a month (as mike is taking the other half of our perental leave). im sad to do it, but it is a means to an end and that is what i have to keep telling myself. we have really good benifits with them and that is important.
we still dont have a place, wich at...
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rosita:
I was just reading Rins email. LOKI IS SOO BIG ALREADY!!! He used to have the tiniest little head and now he has this big smiley face. I hope I can see him again soon. However I regret to inform you that I will not be driving through Wetaskiwin on my way to coachella. I have to take a flight to vancouver and meet Bud and Rin there because my tests run so late. So I have to give up visiting you and that cute little boy 
However Cloth did tell me that if on the way back I jumped ship and took the fairy (sp?) out to visit him and Kari on the island that he would snuggle me to death and buy my plane ticket home. See how irresponsibly lovey dovey Im being! Aren't you proud of me? It is almost a spontaneous action that has nothing to do with my brain... other than I have already booked my ticket there adn am looking for tickets home lol. Anyways give Loki a kiss from Aunt Rose and say hi to your mom, sisters and that husbyesque character! LUB DUB!
However Cloth did tell me that if on the way back I jumped ship and took the fairy (sp?) out to visit him and Kari on the island that he would snuggle me to death and buy my plane ticket home. See how irresponsibly lovey dovey Im being! Aren't you proud of me? It is almost a spontaneous action that has nothing to do with my brain... other than I have already booked my ticket there adn am looking for tickets home lol. Anyways give Loki a kiss from Aunt Rose and say hi to your mom, sisters and that husbyesque character! LUB DUB!
rin:
WHAT! GIVE ME DETAILS!!
so i found out last friday just how mom i have become.
my most favorite science geek came to town and beyond surprised me.i was on the way to the cioropractor when a buick drove by and someone waved. my mom asked who that was, i said i didnt know, that it looked like roses car, but that was silly because rose is in sask...
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my most favorite science geek came to town and beyond surprised me.i was on the way to the cioropractor when a buick drove by and someone waved. my mom asked who that was, i said i didnt know, that it looked like roses car, but that was silly because rose is in sask...
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rin:
aww! i am jealous of your getting to see rose.
rosita:
My michi! You are such a sweet girl and an awesome friend. Don't you worry about me, I have been in love once before and I won't ever forget it. It is definatley something I want to do again especially since from what I hear it is your 2nd love that is really mind blowing. You will also be happy to knw that I am having alot more trouble letting go of this boy than I had planned for. We text each other A LOT and last night I made my first drunk dial and we talked about when we can see each other again. He says he misses me like 2x a day at least and as much as I don't want to hear it because it makes things harder on me it also makes me smile every time. I am falling... oh dear. My mind is definately not controlling this one lol.
my son has become the most smiley baby in the world. his face looks like its going to burst, wich is again how my heart feels when he smiles 
i started reading him 'breath sweeps mind' a meditation book my super rad ex-roomate left me to check out while he is living it up in new zeland. so far it has helped him be calmer,...
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i started reading him 'breath sweeps mind' a meditation book my super rad ex-roomate left me to check out while he is living it up in new zeland. so far it has helped him be calmer,...
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rin:
oh it is nice all is well in the baby-world!
so i liast posted in october, and that seems about right, since that was the last time i felt remotly healthy. the rest of my pregnancy was riddled with false labor, premature labor, stopping premature labor and then having to be induced on december 13th, therefor having Loki on december 14th. labor was horrible, but i had an epidural so giving birth was acctually not...
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rin:
i am so, so happy that you are happy.
rosita:
You sound so happy lady friend! I am sorry that you had to be so sick and am obviously happy to hear you are doing better. You should post pictures of your latest artwork when you post little Loki's pictures. I am dying to see both.
im oh so excited. the lovely Lavonne did a photo set with my boyfriend and me and our baby in my belly, i like to act like hes already part of us though, becuase he moves so much i feel like he is. i got myself to do some topless ones, wich is amazing because i am very modest and reserved about my own body....
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lavonne:
Congrats! I hope things are well with all of you.
I got your letter! Thank you, and don't feel bad at all. I knew you had more important things to worry about, and I would have sent you a message if I was worried about it. Take care of yourself, and I hope everything has been sorted out. <3
I got your letter! Thank you, and don't feel bad at all. I knew you had more important things to worry about, and I would have sent you a message if I was worried about it. Take care of yourself, and I hope everything has been sorted out. <3
rosita:
Lub Lub Lub... I have been an awful friend lately.. this semester has been really hard for me, however that is no excuse for not being there for you at this super important time in your life. I didnt call you back about the shower cuz i was still desperately trying to figure out a way to come back for it. However during my last exam someone stole my back pack (fucker cab ass!) with all my student loan forms etc in it, so coming home to see you and Loki wont be possible now until late january probably. I am deeply sorry and I would like your adress so I could send Loki his "welcome to the world" present. I tried calling you back tonight, but you were at Eddie and Inez's (having baby play dates Im assuming). Call me when you get time.. I will keep trying too. I love you and I miss you. I apologize again for being a rotten friend.
you know, all 17 year olds are deppressed and dont know where they fit in this world. not all of them are so starved for attention as my sister to the point where no one wants to be around them. she used to be so cool, i used to have great inteligent conversations with her about the world and she was better to talk to...
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you know whats great, when your little sister has serious halusinations and decieds to take 20 tylonol 3's the same month my grandma dies. my poor mom. at least my sis is in a hospital where they canhelo her, but im really worried about my mom.
and there are now houses in this gawd damn town to rent!!!!!!! blarg.
in better news i have an...
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and there are now houses in this gawd damn town to rent!!!!!!! blarg.
in better news i have an...
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oh its so nice to see people i love who i never get to see. ive been running into one of my best friends little bros who is one of the first people i ever trained at bps. he has gone through his second year to get his red seal as a chef and recieved a 91% average. and hes only 19, im proud. and...
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so my grandma died on the 5th, wich is my sisters birthday. we flew out on the suday after and the funeral was on monday. it was a nice service, short and my aunt and uncle did a beautiful job with the eulogies. seeing as i hadnt ever been to a family funeral before i didnt know how long the actual process was going to...
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ITS A BOY!!!!!!!!! im so excited. this ultrasound was soooo awesome. he was movin around all over the place, he looked like he was dancin. mike was blown away at him kickin his big long leg. we arent sure yet but we are pretty set on a name, it might change if we find a better one we agree on but i doubt it, we...
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rin:
i am happy that you are so happy
your new dress sounds beautiful!
your new dress sounds beautiful!
sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
