i went lane swiming tonight, but only for 20 mins, cuz it was uber busy. i hate sharing lanes. my form isnt good enough and i sway too much. i can stay in my lane, but sharing it is hard on me.
i started my crazy work week, instead of 4 8hs and 2 12hrs, im working the opposite. 4 12s and 2 8s.
i also started my 5th painting in 2 months. very happy.
if nothing else comes from my unrequited love but a significant amount of art i am proud of, i suppose i can live with that.
i went over to his family's house last night. my otehr friend called me cryaing so she came over and spent the night because her family is CRAZY and treat her really poorly. she is also good friends with him. so i knew hanging out with his rediculously rad fam would totally cheer her up. and it did. and it was so much fun. and somehow soooo very painful for me. sigh. his parents have been together for 30 yrs. they are wonderful ppl. i want that. SIGH.
peace
i started my crazy work week, instead of 4 8hs and 2 12hrs, im working the opposite. 4 12s and 2 8s.
i also started my 5th painting in 2 months. very happy.
if nothing else comes from my unrequited love but a significant amount of art i am proud of, i suppose i can live with that.
i went over to his family's house last night. my otehr friend called me cryaing so she came over and spent the night because her family is CRAZY and treat her really poorly. she is also good friends with him. so i knew hanging out with his rediculously rad fam would totally cheer her up. and it did. and it was so much fun. and somehow soooo very painful for me. sigh. his parents have been together for 30 yrs. they are wonderful ppl. i want that. SIGH.
peace