i am sooooooo back on track. w00t
what a fantastik run. so much better than last night. and tomorrows will be even better. i also went on an hour long walk with my mother and my son today for the second time this week, and am doing it again tomorrow. starting in may i will start going lane swimming when i can fit it into my moms and my schedule. plus it is so nice out, and with my wonderful new bike trailer and soon to be new bike, hopefully tomorrow, i will be riding my bike to and from work, with a stop off at the sitters, which is in the opposite direction from my house then my work. CARDIO CARDIO CARDIO. with a little weight training thrown in, plus my super awesome vegan life style change, i have total confidence in my goals being met. perhaps in an even shorter time period. i feel so good. my tooth abssess gave me all these reasons not to work out. and since i ate some brie at my ladies night, i would eat a tiny bit of dairy here and there. and man after about a week and 1/2 i felt like shit again. i cant believe i felt like that all the time. it totally got me back on track. and now that i have felt that definite difference, i may crave dairy, but i dont really have a desire to eat it. my logical brain just kinda laughs at my weak little devil on my shoulder. cuz there aint no way i wanna feel like that everyday. i have so much energy.
also the wonderful fabulous Rin gave me a book at my ladies night. it is called 'the atist's way' its written by a lady that taught a creativety course who turned it into a book. i so desperately have wanted to paint for 4 years, but i can muster up any creative juices or motivation. i only half heartedly want to sew. so much so that i havent hemed any of my scrub pants in the over 2 yrs ive been at the hospital. this book is fantastik. i get up every morning and stream of concienceness write 3 pages of just none sense, and ive done 4 of the other 9 tasks of the week. and i feel something. i feel some things inside my artistic side swirling around getting ready to explode. and in other areas of my life, i feel really confident. like in the above paragraph. i see things happening, i see myself doing it all.
im a happy girlie
what a fantastik run. so much better than last night. and tomorrows will be even better. i also went on an hour long walk with my mother and my son today for the second time this week, and am doing it again tomorrow. starting in may i will start going lane swimming when i can fit it into my moms and my schedule. plus it is so nice out, and with my wonderful new bike trailer and soon to be new bike, hopefully tomorrow, i will be riding my bike to and from work, with a stop off at the sitters, which is in the opposite direction from my house then my work. CARDIO CARDIO CARDIO. with a little weight training thrown in, plus my super awesome vegan life style change, i have total confidence in my goals being met. perhaps in an even shorter time period. i feel so good. my tooth abssess gave me all these reasons not to work out. and since i ate some brie at my ladies night, i would eat a tiny bit of dairy here and there. and man after about a week and 1/2 i felt like shit again. i cant believe i felt like that all the time. it totally got me back on track. and now that i have felt that definite difference, i may crave dairy, but i dont really have a desire to eat it. my logical brain just kinda laughs at my weak little devil on my shoulder. cuz there aint no way i wanna feel like that everyday. i have so much energy.
also the wonderful fabulous Rin gave me a book at my ladies night. it is called 'the atist's way' its written by a lady that taught a creativety course who turned it into a book. i so desperately have wanted to paint for 4 years, but i can muster up any creative juices or motivation. i only half heartedly want to sew. so much so that i havent hemed any of my scrub pants in the over 2 yrs ive been at the hospital. this book is fantastik. i get up every morning and stream of concienceness write 3 pages of just none sense, and ive done 4 of the other 9 tasks of the week. and i feel something. i feel some things inside my artistic side swirling around getting ready to explode. and in other areas of my life, i feel really confident. like in the above paragraph. i see things happening, i see myself doing it all.
im a happy girlie
scarlaa:
Yay!