yellowdays

have you watched 500 days of summer? it is really fantastic. its realistic and kinda how i feel about relationships. that they are there, there are moments, good and bad, and that you have to take from it as much as you can. let it affect you, fully experience it. of course there will be pain. some of the best growth comes from pain. im a much better person because of all the pain i have felt and suffered and survived. not just from relationships, but certainly not excluding them either. i think you can have very strong feelings for someone and then that is as far as it goes. that the realization that life has an end, so everything within life must also have an end doesnt make me a nihilist. i think it makes me a realist. and enjoying someone fully with in that knowledge is possible. would i be sad if what i had goin on ended. well yah, of course, but it wouldnt shatter me. life is ever moving, and growing and changing. and so am i.
if you havent seen it, i highly recommend it. it was clever, funny and sweet.
peace