yellowdays

so yesterday 1/2hr before i had to leave for work, loki put 2 big handfuls of vasaline in his hair. i tried to wash it twice, to no avail. so i sent him to the day home looking like i had hung him by his feet and dipped him into a vat of grease. so then i googled ways to get it out, and most of them were not intended for a 3yr old with less and less of an attention span with every day he is on his inhailers. so i tried to wash his hair with pop, to which he had a mental melt down, so i said screw it im shavin your head. he looks like a little mini skin head. and when he wears my hat he looks like a little cancer patient. and he hates it. so hopefully he wont ever put vasaline in his hair again.
other than that, im stressed about some stuff. none of which i feel like disclosing on the internet for just anyone to read.
and im feeling lonely. and somehow at the same time am craving solitude as i havent had it in a long time. a very long time. like 5 years. sigh. the stress is getting to me i think.