Things i now know to be true about myself having lived yet another year:
Sometimes i have the attention span of a goldfish.even though im not a pot head anymore!
I lose my motivation as fast as it arrives. This is something i dislike about myself very much and plan on remedying.
I NEED to paint.
i am no longer bitter about not going to school for textile and clothing design. Thank you Heidi and the queen size quilt!
I think my son is the smartest kid EVER. I understand everyone thinks this, i still think im right.
I do not want a cat when i move out. I hate all the hair more than i love cats.
I actively try not to have expectations of people.
I like to buy movies before i have seen them rather than renting them, even if i hate the movie afterwards.
I want A LOT of tattoos, im very done with piercings though.
I have turned into a girl. I have a PINK phone that MATHCES my PINK glasses, my purse and my boots have bows on them and i have like 5 purses! My 15 yr old shelf would hate me.
I dont ever want dread locks again. I think other than a very few select people i know, they usually look hideous.
I sometimes tune out my son. I realise everyone does this, it still bothers me and i plan on actively working on not doing it any longer.
I know when i see a person if they will play a meaningful part in my life. I never know where they will fit, only that they will. I used to think i imagined this. I now know it to be 100% true.
Selfishness is my biggest anger point,equal only to hurtful manipulation.
I enjoy pretentious art films.
My spelling has improved.
I LOVE driving, and im good at it. Who knew??!!
I really dont want anymore babies. Period.
I cant wait to start upgrading in February.
I am addicted to facebook. I am going to try to be online less. I dont know if it will work, but im gonna try.
The only show i watch entirely of my own accord is The Hour.
I had forgotten how much i love pasticine!
i like being veggie. stop trying to get me to eat meat. you know who you are!
i still want to go to school for the same thing i did last year. it is officially the plan.
I have friends who would do anything in the world for me if i just ask. i will always feel loved because these people will be in my life forever.
Even though i dont believe in marriage for myself, i love going to weddings.
I absolutely do not crave precious metals or stones in any way shape or form. So i guess im not sooooooo girlie after all. Maybe i could still moderately get along with my 15 yr old self.
I NEED to meditate more.
I am a strong, confident, independent woman who can do anything.
I love my friends with my whole heart. I cant help it.
Although i miss being spontaneous and doing whatever i pleased whenever i pleased, i do not miss my old life because i much prefer who i am now.
I no longer wear my heart on my sleeve, its tucked into my pant leg, strapped to my boot.
I am happy. Very very happy.
peace
Sometimes i have the attention span of a goldfish.even though im not a pot head anymore!
I lose my motivation as fast as it arrives. This is something i dislike about myself very much and plan on remedying.
I NEED to paint.
i am no longer bitter about not going to school for textile and clothing design. Thank you Heidi and the queen size quilt!
I think my son is the smartest kid EVER. I understand everyone thinks this, i still think im right.
I do not want a cat when i move out. I hate all the hair more than i love cats.
I actively try not to have expectations of people.
I like to buy movies before i have seen them rather than renting them, even if i hate the movie afterwards.
I want A LOT of tattoos, im very done with piercings though.
I have turned into a girl. I have a PINK phone that MATHCES my PINK glasses, my purse and my boots have bows on them and i have like 5 purses! My 15 yr old shelf would hate me.
I dont ever want dread locks again. I think other than a very few select people i know, they usually look hideous.
I sometimes tune out my son. I realise everyone does this, it still bothers me and i plan on actively working on not doing it any longer.
I know when i see a person if they will play a meaningful part in my life. I never know where they will fit, only that they will. I used to think i imagined this. I now know it to be 100% true.
Selfishness is my biggest anger point,equal only to hurtful manipulation.
I enjoy pretentious art films.
My spelling has improved.
I LOVE driving, and im good at it. Who knew??!!
I really dont want anymore babies. Period.
I cant wait to start upgrading in February.
I am addicted to facebook. I am going to try to be online less. I dont know if it will work, but im gonna try.
The only show i watch entirely of my own accord is The Hour.
I had forgotten how much i love pasticine!
i like being veggie. stop trying to get me to eat meat. you know who you are!
i still want to go to school for the same thing i did last year. it is officially the plan.
I have friends who would do anything in the world for me if i just ask. i will always feel loved because these people will be in my life forever.
Even though i dont believe in marriage for myself, i love going to weddings.
I absolutely do not crave precious metals or stones in any way shape or form. So i guess im not sooooooo girlie after all. Maybe i could still moderately get along with my 15 yr old self.
I NEED to meditate more.
I am a strong, confident, independent woman who can do anything.
I love my friends with my whole heart. I cant help it.
Although i miss being spontaneous and doing whatever i pleased whenever i pleased, i do not miss my old life because i much prefer who i am now.
I no longer wear my heart on my sleeve, its tucked into my pant leg, strapped to my boot.
I am happy. Very very happy.
peace
