yellowdays

streap throat!! i havent had it in almost 5 years, and when i used to get it i would get it every 3-4 months for like 2 years till i moved to calgary. if i get it in 4 months i will be soooooo pissed off. i was walking to work yesterday with a popsicle shoved down my throat and i pulled it out and noticed red, i thought 'nah, its prolly the red that was on the popsicle earlier' as it was multi colored. i told my boss that if my throat were an apendige it would be falling off. i later had a popsicle that did not have red on it and found red on it again. she told me to go home but i told her i had a funny feeling that when i went to the doctor after shift he was gonna give me a day or 2 off so i had to finish my shift cuz i need the money despretly. so after 8 hours i went to the doc and he told me i was dumb for working, lol. so i wasnt able to hold my baby for 24 hours, so when i bathed him tonight he didnt want to go to sleep cuz he was so excited to be in my arms, just smiled the whole time. he makes me so happy. so does my man who will be here soon to make me chicken noodle soup. i dont remember my body being sooooooooooooooo drained when i used to get this. but i have been sick for almost 4 weeks. i honestly feel horendous. not as bad as right after having loki when i was sooooooooooooooooo sick but close. im just exhausted.

i cant wait to feel healthy againit will be soon