so i found out last friday just how mom i have become.
my most favorite science geek came to town and beyond surprised me.i was on the way to the cioropractor when a buick drove by and someone waved. my mom asked who that was, i said i didnt know, that it looked like roses car, but that was silly because rose is in sask at university. then i got kinda sad thinking about how i hadnt seen rose in a year and that she missed my big prego belly and wouldnt see my son for a while since school totally kicks her ass.then on main street a girl in a buick pulls up and starts frantically waving her arms about and i realised it was in fact rose.i was so excited. she came over and i gave her a care package that other wise would have been sent in the mail, convienced her we should go to the city like we used to to pick on the boys and whoop them at poker, let her bath Loki and off we went. well as it turned out the boys were going to the bar, boo-urns. well i stood in the corners very akwardly draging rose down in my aura of lameness. lol, its true what they say, you cannever go back, its never the same. i think to myself sometimes that i miss my old life, then i get a whiff of it and all i want to do is cuddle my beautiful baby and go to bed lol. im such a mom now. but that is ok cuz that is the way it is supposed to be now i geuss.
anyhow i mostly talked about my baby and my man all night, wishing he were there, though he hates to bar more than i do.showed off my pics and smoked a little herb. the boys got beat the fuck up and we had to go and save them. lol. made me glad im with a lover not a fighter and a smoker not a drinker
rose stayed the night and we had pankakes in the morning and we played with Loki. he didnt think rose was nearly as comfy as me when he fed her, wich i think is a compliment to her and proves that she is not nearly as big as she thinks she is, lol, cuz shes not, she looks great.
anyhow, i have many pics of my son and one day ill take the time to resize them, but here is a good one of one of his many faces.
my most favorite science geek came to town and beyond surprised me.i was on the way to the cioropractor when a buick drove by and someone waved. my mom asked who that was, i said i didnt know, that it looked like roses car, but that was silly because rose is in sask at university. then i got kinda sad thinking about how i hadnt seen rose in a year and that she missed my big prego belly and wouldnt see my son for a while since school totally kicks her ass.then on main street a girl in a buick pulls up and starts frantically waving her arms about and i realised it was in fact rose.i was so excited. she came over and i gave her a care package that other wise would have been sent in the mail, convienced her we should go to the city like we used to to pick on the boys and whoop them at poker, let her bath Loki and off we went. well as it turned out the boys were going to the bar, boo-urns. well i stood in the corners very akwardly draging rose down in my aura of lameness. lol, its true what they say, you cannever go back, its never the same. i think to myself sometimes that i miss my old life, then i get a whiff of it and all i want to do is cuddle my beautiful baby and go to bed lol. im such a mom now. but that is ok cuz that is the way it is supposed to be now i geuss.
anyhow i mostly talked about my baby and my man all night, wishing he were there, though he hates to bar more than i do.showed off my pics and smoked a little herb. the boys got beat the fuck up and we had to go and save them. lol. made me glad im with a lover not a fighter and a smoker not a drinker
rose stayed the night and we had pankakes in the morning and we played with Loki. he didnt think rose was nearly as comfy as me when he fed her, wich i think is a compliment to her and proves that she is not nearly as big as she thinks she is, lol, cuz shes not, she looks great.
anyhow, i have many pics of my son and one day ill take the time to resize them, but here is a good one of one of his many faces.
rin:
aww! i am jealous of your getting to see rose.
rosita:
My michi! You are such a sweet girl and an awesome friend. Don't you worry about me, I have been in love once before and I won't ever forget it. It is definatley something I want to do again especially since from what I hear it is your 2nd love that is really mind blowing. You will also be happy to knw that I am having alot more trouble letting go of this boy than I had planned for. We text each other A LOT and last night I made my first drunk dial and we talked about when we can see each other again. He says he misses me like 2x a day at least and as much as I don't want to hear it because it makes things harder on me it also makes me smile every time. I am falling... oh dear. My mind is definately not controlling this one lol.