yellowdays

you know, all 17 year olds are deppressed and dont know where they fit in this world. not all of them are so starved for attention as my sister to the point where no one wants to be around them. she used to be so cool, i used to have great inteligent conversations with her about the world and she was better to talk to than most adults. i dont know what happened but i miss the 15 yr old peanut, this one sux and is hard for me to be around while im so super prego im ready to pull out all my hair. thank gawd i have somewhere to run away, i love my best friends house so much with cute baby and adventures in perming my bfs hair so we can dread it.