so my grandma died on the 5th, wich is my sisters birthday. we flew out on the suday after and the funeral was on monday. it was a nice service, short and my aunt and uncle did a beautiful job with the eulogies. seeing as i hadnt ever been to a family funeral before i didnt know how long the actual process was going to be of the viewing, wich i didnt take part it, i didnt want the last image of my grandma to be of her a week after she died lying in a cascet plus i relly dislike dead bodies and was already kinda forced into seeing one this year earlier in january at my boyfriends great uncle funeral. and then with meeting all her friends and its strange because im greiving but everyone is asking about my belly and the baby wich isnt a sad subject at all, so i didnt feel overwlemed with grief but for the moments of the eulogy and the grave side, my sisters and i were the bouquet berrers. my 6 yr old cousin was really good about it too till the grave side.
the rest of the trip to ontario consisted of trying really hard not to argue with my little sister as to not cause her extra stress or my mom extra stress. we had a nice dinner at my aunts before our flight home on the 5th day and i caught a bad cold the day before we left and it stayed with me the whole time till we came home. i got the little kid winter nose where you blew it so many times it gets all craked and so sore you cant blow it anymore. i have now decieded to call that 'gr.2 nose' although no one else finds it nearly as brilliant as i do. i got terribly home sick and was very glad to be home with my man and he was so glad to have me home he has barly let go of me the 3 days ive been home now.
i go to the bank on monday to see if there is any way i can get a morgage for a house, just because finding one to rent in this town for 4 people plus 3 babies is retarded. so maybe if i have a cosigner and and investor it might work out, im not sure really, they might laugh me out of the bank, we will see. i would just have it for 2 or 3 years then sell it wich is good plan because the value of a house never depresiates and you will almost always make money and then we would have moeny to move down to red deer for school. i like the plan, its just that i dont know if its feesable.
im so enormous its kinda rediculous, but thats ok, ive been told ive gained nothing but baby and that i look adorable by many people, so i geuss that is ok
the rest of the trip to ontario consisted of trying really hard not to argue with my little sister as to not cause her extra stress or my mom extra stress. we had a nice dinner at my aunts before our flight home on the 5th day and i caught a bad cold the day before we left and it stayed with me the whole time till we came home. i got the little kid winter nose where you blew it so many times it gets all craked and so sore you cant blow it anymore. i have now decieded to call that 'gr.2 nose' although no one else finds it nearly as brilliant as i do. i got terribly home sick and was very glad to be home with my man and he was so glad to have me home he has barly let go of me the 3 days ive been home now.
i go to the bank on monday to see if there is any way i can get a morgage for a house, just because finding one to rent in this town for 4 people plus 3 babies is retarded. so maybe if i have a cosigner and and investor it might work out, im not sure really, they might laugh me out of the bank, we will see. i would just have it for 2 or 3 years then sell it wich is good plan because the value of a house never depresiates and you will almost always make money and then we would have moeny to move down to red deer for school. i like the plan, its just that i dont know if its feesable.
im so enormous its kinda rediculous, but thats ok, ive been told ive gained nothing but baby and that i look adorable by many people, so i geuss that is ok