yellowdays

so today is the second day in a row i had to call in sick. i can not sleep at night im lucky to get an hour total.so i went to the doctors and got some ideas of what to take( no perscriptions just over the counter stuff that wont harm my baby)but yah, my bosses love me so much they called me today and told me they had my shift for tomorow covered for me cuz they are so worried. i told them not to worry, im just prego. but if you knew me at all, youd know i HATE calling in sick. i used to work 60-65hrs and only call in sick when the doctor told me not to work for 3 days cuz of my asthma then id work anyhow and end up in the hospital and have to call in sick because i couldnt phsically go. but last year taught me i cant do that, 5 months wcb isnt my idea of fun, neither is loosing my saught after proffession of the next 10 yrs because i worked to hard. and the body im worried about now isnt even mine, so i am not even hessitating to call in sick when i need to. but i still hate doing it.
saw clerks 2, it was awesome, fucking kevin smith is priceless. but im gona go buy a fan and some malox and see if they help me today. i asked my boy if he wanted to carry the baby the rest of the pregnancy, i laughed cuz he siad sure. oh if only