im trying to be productive on my days off this week, but so far no good. it doesnt help that my mom does absolutely NOTHING in the house when she is not feeling well, and she hasnt been feeling well for about a month. cleaning up after 3 people sux big time. but i am making a dent in the chores. sadly leaving no time...
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hawt_chocolate:
I know this 
but thank you for reaffirming my beliefs
but thank you for reaffirming my beliefswhat a wonderfully productive day i have had so far. that is 2 in a row, and tomorrow will be 3! then 3 days of work, which is productive in a way, but mostly in just making me money, although monday is a stat so i get time and 1/2 so that feels more productive.
yesterday i amde the best burgers EVER. and worked on...
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yesterday i amde the best burgers EVER. and worked on...
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hawt_chocolate:
Thanks, I've been trying for about a month, and even made the mistake of trying to fix other peoples problems also. I'm learning, one day at a time.
uproot:
i had a veg burger today, it was incredible. veggie slices ftw
i am a bit tipsy. and a lot horny. just thought i would share. i know my friends who blog stalk me will laugh when they read that. it is a true statement but mostly just posted for their entertainment <3
uproot:
blog stalk blog stalk blog stalk got your message but we didn't get in til 10:00 so im sure she'll call today !
so sunday night was uber fantstic all around. a perfect evening if one ever existed. my friend with benifits took me to a lovely vegan restaurant in china town in Etwon. the atmosphere was great and the food was fanominal !! then we went to the windspere and had a glass of wine in the lobby before the show, ran into his old roomate and...
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lesson #2 from 2010: do not dye your own hair for the first time in 3yrs the night before you go to a concert. especially when you are going with a rediculously hot man. my hair looks SOOOO tacky, somehow it made my roots all redish. its TERRIBLE. lesson learnt. moving on....to a new box of dye tomorrow morning! AHK
nuadventure:
I have to agree, seeing Elvis Costello is much more exciting than the super bowl. He's a musical genius. Enjoy yourself.
malloreigh:
i am glad that little thing i wrote made you feel good. it's true!
it's true!Tomorrow is going to be such a nice day, im having trouble not wishing today away.
nuadventure:
And I bet I know why you are looking forward to tomorrow
SUPER BOWL!!!
And yes, you can correct me if I'm wrong on that
SUPER BOWL!!!
And yes, you can correct me if I'm wrong on that
so i went to the city to buy something to wear to this AWESOME concert experience on sunday, and as much as my friend had wonderful intentions, he took me to lovely funky shops filled with woredrobes i would love to fill my closet full of.....that of course only go to a size 14. i am a size 16 IF IM LUCKY. because of my...
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hawt_chocolate:
Haha true it rains but at least we have trees, mountains, and lakes that arnt man made shit holes. Yah i hated it therem I actually started to miss the rain after 9 months. Moving there was a huge waste of time. I regret it
hawt_chocolate:
haha indeed it does. But i will say that on the whole people in Alberta seem to be alot friendlier than some BC heads. I dono why this is. Just seems people are more sociable.
so a friend came by with some beer and a good ear last night. made me feel better. i was still short tempered today. so i had a nice bubble bath, with candles of course. now im gonna go meditate and try to get the last bit of stress about this issue out of my system before work.
breathe in, breathe out
peace
breathe in, breathe out
peace
hawt_chocolate:
Where aboots in Alberta are you? I used to live in Lethbridge for like 9 months. It sucked haha. I really was missing the rain and the ocean. Alberta gets some ridiculous weather. It'll be snowing then sunny then hailing. Weather is just so indecisive. MMM Meditation I should learn myself some breathing exercises.
uproot:
i want some beer but i've already had this cold for 3 days and i'm like out of ideas other than "stop drinking maybe it'll help(?)"
you know what i hate? being lied to, right to my face.
i hate it.
people mistake kindness for weakness, but he knows better than that by now.
he just doesnt know how not to lie.
i hate it.
people mistake kindness for weakness, but he knows better than that by now.
he just doesnt know how not to lie.
so i have an uber big hate on for work lately. no one has pissed me off overly, no more than usual, and work hasnt been nutty, just dont feel like workin. luckily i have the weekend off. unluckily i have to go over to my ex's to ok the place for loki to go visit there. but there is a plus side to this,...
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so tomorrow starts the official dawn of the new schedule, for me, ive been working loki into his for about a week. he seems settled, doesnt mind naps again, so its all good to go. now to just get me to have some will power and force myself to sleep early evey night. before midnight. yup there it goes. it must be done. i will...
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hawt_chocolate:
Thank you. I've been having trouble sleeping also, but recently got on some meds to help me get my eight hours. I was goin crazy for a while there, sleep deprivation is fucked. you feel fine, but you mind is unbalanced and I didn't even realize I needed help until I actually when britney spears bat shit crazy for a while. I like your confidence and how productive you're being! thats awesome, but also realize there will always be more work and things to do, it never ends. Take time for yourself, for your own body and mind. Take care
hawt_chocolate:
Well, shiiit I'm preachin to the choir. Color me jealous.
today work was weird. in a lot of different ways.
first work part was weird. like the actual flow of things. it was really slow this morning and then really busy all afternoon, and most of the evening and then slowed down a couple hours before i left, but that isnt unusual for a saturday in my ER. it just didnt flow well. neither of...
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first work part was weird. like the actual flow of things. it was really slow this morning and then really busy all afternoon, and most of the evening and then slowed down a couple hours before i left, but that isnt unusual for a saturday in my ER. it just didnt flow well. neither of...
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