yellokitty

Angry, frustrated, trapped.
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I didn't want to work tonight. I asked for third shift off. Not the whole day... just the third shift. They couldn't do that for me. So tonight i work from 9pm to 5am. That pretty much kills everything i could have been doing all night tonight. I would work christmas, thanksgiving and easter all rolled up into one, just to not work tonight.
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Swear to god, if i get fired after i work Halloween i'm going to raise some major hell.
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One day i'll never have to work a holiday i don't want to work ever again. As it is, Jonny and i have both vowed never to work another Halloween ever again.
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I think the alternator is going out on my car... i just had a new battery put in and it didn't help... i think that sounds about right... i wish i knew more about cars.
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Last night Jonny and i went out, first to the gyros place to get me a gyros then to taco bell to get Jonny tacos, then we went across the street to Big Lots, picnicked on their sidewalk then went inside to pay homage to the wonder that is The Big Lots. We got black halloween x-mas lights, animal balloons, faygo and those flakey crepe-y tubes stuffed full of hazelnut chocolate... can't remember what they're called, but fuck are they tasty.
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I don't want to be tired anymore. I know i should eat better, but i don't know how to cook. I know i should quit smoking, but it's not easy. I know i should exercise, but it's cold out, gyms cost money and i hate the mall when i'm broke and will hate the mall more and more soon. Someone should make the holiday season go away.
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I wish Michael Jackson wasn't such a psycho. I really used to like him. I feel terrible for his kids.
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