I've decided that today is a reinvent-me day. I'm going to go skating and learn to jump over things (probably kill myself in the process), and i'm going to study that guitar chord poster i found in the trash when the students moved out [Dumpsterdiving rules. Werd to your muffler].
I've had three cigarettes since the 2nd, which i don't think is all that bad. Yesterday and today i've had none. And yesterday was the 4th, y'all. Boy, howdy
Feels like today's a good day. Tomorrow i have to to that 4am poop, but unlike before, it's just that one day, and then i go back to my regularly scheduled work day.
I took a quiz yesterday on http://quizilla.com to find out which dysfunctional care bear i was... turns out i'm Gay Bear. He's so cute! This lil pink care bear with a pink triangle on his tum-tum... S'right. Mama would be proud... i'm not kidding... she would.
Quizilla is pretty cool.
Ooh, yesterday was half off day at goodwill. I got the sweetest soccer jerseys ever. 2 of em, reversable for travelling and home... it's like 4 shirts in 2! I got some other stuff, also exciting, but the jerseys are the featured highlight. I love goodwill half off days
Boy, howdy.
Mid-day update! Woo!
Don't mean to excite anyone, just wanna talk.
Anyone ever visited a pro-anorexic website? Don't if you've had or have problems with "ana", but it's certainly one of those sick things you may want to peek at, not unlike the busted skulls of http://rotten.com. I pop onto the pro-ana sites every now and again for a diet tip. I'm convinced i've had one eating disorder or another all my life, never been skinny, but definately a bit off kilter for as long as i can remember. Dexatrim in 7th grade. Fuck.
Every now and then i get all mopey and typically female... maybe i still pms without my period (the "shot" took it away, long live the shot). It's probably because i haven't had a cigarette in over 2 1/2 days and baby's getting a little cranky... PLUS trying not to eat like a horse to compensate for loss of smokes will definately make any self-conscious woman bitchy
All in all, i actually feel alright today, just unusually down on my appearances (bah). S'alright. I quit smoking, which means i'll be able to do all that physical activity that i've wanted to do for years.
Smokers... you know that feeling? That feeling of dread that follows after every time you tell someone you quit smoking... the feeling that sometime soon they might catch you smoking?
Yeah.
Anyway.
Later.
I've had three cigarettes since the 2nd, which i don't think is all that bad. Yesterday and today i've had none. And yesterday was the 4th, y'all. Boy, howdy
Feels like today's a good day. Tomorrow i have to to that 4am poop, but unlike before, it's just that one day, and then i go back to my regularly scheduled work day.
I took a quiz yesterday on http://quizilla.com to find out which dysfunctional care bear i was... turns out i'm Gay Bear. He's so cute! This lil pink care bear with a pink triangle on his tum-tum... S'right. Mama would be proud... i'm not kidding... she would.
Quizilla is pretty cool.
Ooh, yesterday was half off day at goodwill. I got the sweetest soccer jerseys ever. 2 of em, reversable for travelling and home... it's like 4 shirts in 2! I got some other stuff, also exciting, but the jerseys are the featured highlight. I love goodwill half off days
Boy, howdy.
Mid-day update! Woo!
Don't mean to excite anyone, just wanna talk.
Anyone ever visited a pro-anorexic website? Don't if you've had or have problems with "ana", but it's certainly one of those sick things you may want to peek at, not unlike the busted skulls of http://rotten.com. I pop onto the pro-ana sites every now and again for a diet tip. I'm convinced i've had one eating disorder or another all my life, never been skinny, but definately a bit off kilter for as long as i can remember. Dexatrim in 7th grade. Fuck.
Every now and then i get all mopey and typically female... maybe i still pms without my period (the "shot" took it away, long live the shot). It's probably because i haven't had a cigarette in over 2 1/2 days and baby's getting a little cranky... PLUS trying not to eat like a horse to compensate for loss of smokes will definately make any self-conscious woman bitchy
All in all, i actually feel alright today, just unusually down on my appearances (bah). S'alright. I quit smoking, which means i'll be able to do all that physical activity that i've wanted to do for years.
Smokers... you know that feeling? That feeling of dread that follows after every time you tell someone you quit smoking... the feeling that sometime soon they might catch you smoking?
Yeah.
Anyway.
Later.
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i always start sneaking around after like 3 days and everyone always knows. i guess i'm a real asshole w/o my cigs.
eh, i'm gonna die anyway.......