yeatsgrave

ok people im back, af6ter living up the help effort i put to supplying food and water to the victims of hurricane charly in south florida i have just now been called off of state active duty and im glad to be back


missed all of you

think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really...
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i want somebody who sees the pointlessness
and still keeps their purpose in mind
i want somebody who has a tortured soul
some of the time
i want somebody who will either put out for me
or put me out of misery
or maybe just put it all to words
and make me go, you know
i never heard it put that way
make me...
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Meeting. wondering. knowing. feeling. thinking. dreaming. hoping. wiating,

Trying. failing doubting. fading. talking. laughing. sensing believing.....another time, another place, I would have seen it in myself a lot sooner. but time's unwasted, time unfolding in the way it's meant to be revealed.

Grasping. dancing. seeing. hearing. grinning. winking. pausing persuading,

Smiling. gazing. sleeping. waking. holding. flying. parting. lingering.... another time, another place, I would have...
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such a wonderfull place.. here on sg you can meet people... and just asume shit without knowing anything at all....
things to know about october....

is very single*

is looking for someone to have a relationship with / looking for commitment with someone*

is a abbot player of the online game Kingsofchaos.com

i chat with only people with similar intrests.

i may post the kings...
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lately i have been fleeling kindo of like BLAH! but hey thats show biz...

tooday i have a interview with washington mutual...yess the bank that formally employed me hehehehe....be scared be very scared...

if i get it (the job) i will officialy feel like superman

mild mannered matthew by day tatooed holes all over octoberrust by night

the live show was finito.... got almost every one to sighn but i loved starr john handonmycock best