yeatsgrave

Ok so sick_gurl, the one i was dating, desided her promis to wait for me was more than she could handle., she moved back to utah and is with her ex- allan, I just got the news from her tonight and i'm totally devistated...im so angry and hurt im shaking and well im all mushy mushy... keep in mind im in afghanistan with nothing i can do about it... she thinks she needs drugs...I really need them i cant handle it and its too much for me......


the following is a song that is totally what im feeling like



Have you see a cripple dance?
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide
I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From moving ground
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering
And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin
Under your skin


October is unrepairable due to sic but feel free to bullshit me after all sic has no problema with it